My Weekends #2

Hello .. It’s almost new year, in here the city start going crazy. Traffic jam every where.Well .. Almost every weekends, my family and I going to this beautiful beach.

It’s just we can’t say no to ignore this beach. Alhamdulillah .. how beautiful my country have these paradise island.
Here’s just little snapshot from me :

Found this granny who want to finds some bottles & glasses of aqua former. Even if in this condition, she still showing us her laughing and enjoying face in this hard life situation.

Well for this month, just my random tought, I always feel life is just like competition.

When I saw blogger who have more viewer, more friends, more interesting post, and have a more weighty writings, or when I give a speech in front of people even I already memorize all my speech and give a good body language & do a good eye contact and they’re still not listening/pay attention to me, I kinda feel bad, stupid, sad being ignoring, feel low self-esteem. I always ask to my self ” What I have to do to get better than them ?,” I feel kinda not smart enough, not good enough, not talent or good enough comparing to them.
Life is hard, it’s uneasy, you can’t always being happy, you can’t always being sad. I told to my self,” Just accept your self just the way you are, babe”,  just like Bruno Mars’s song. God creates human differently, every human have different path, different life. If you being ignoring, feel low self-esteem, just ignore that bad feeling, create your beautiful story in your day, praise, trust, and respect your self. Life goes on, time will show you another things to create your self become more beautiful, more graceful, smarter to face this life.
Well .. I always better when I told my self that thought.